The New you

 

When all hope seems fade,
And all left is just hate,
When the blame pointed to fate,
And all you can do is just wait,

But faded hope might you bloom,
And bury hate in his tomb,
Blaming fate is for fool,
Only time will heal your wound,

When all efforts seems useless,
And all dreams just shatters,
When sadness comes like river,
And you dont have place for shelter,

Efforts is just like a hoe,
Shiny things'll appear even the pace seems slow,
Sadness might makes you a little low,
But make it a strength to make you a hero,

When there's no hand for you to catch,
And you're hanging alone on the edge,
When you feel like jumping from the ledge,
And everyone pretends there are over the hedge,

Not all hands are there for you,
You might be alone because its about you,
Rise up because your hands are two,
And look up to the sun and this is a new you.

Poem by:Abdul Razak b Abdul Jalal (black cloud)

 

“A creative man is motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others.”
-Ayn Rand-

Wake up girls..

 

Well hello kawan2 semua,lame jugak la aku x update blog ni,so mlm ni ak decide nk update.Lg pun ak tgah cuti sem skg ni so bnyk la mase free la jawabnye.Mlm ni ak ad topik yg bez la kot,attention k.

Sejak kebelakangan ni aku banyak buat observation dkt kwan2 ak,mostly ppuan,slain observation,dorg sndri yg dtg mengadu.Ap yg dimengadu kan tu?Bese lah,masalah dgn bf.Skrg ni ak bkn nk bercakap ap yg ak nasihatkn dorg.

Macam biasa lah,kalau kes dgn bf ni,mesti la kes bf dorg curang,tak layan dgn bek n so on.Then yg si perempuan pun mesti la rase sedih,maka terciptalah status2 yg menyakitkn mate kat fb 2.Mule la mencarot2 bagai n kutuk2 laki plak.Bagi aku dalam membuat sesuatu keputusan,die akan terbahagi pada due,yg berfikiran jauh dan yg berfikiran pendek.Kali ni aku nk highlight kan dekat perempuan je sb ak nk try bukak minda korg ni.

Mostly aku tgk ppuan skg,bru je kenal 3 hari or smggu ke,pas2 kne pikat skit trus cair n kapel.Don’t make urself too CHEAP and easy to own.Senang sgt cair dgn mlot2 yg manis berbunga ayatnye.Then ble da 3 bulan kapel,laki tu pun da dpt ap yg die nak(paham2 la kn ) ,laki tu pun akan start ignore korg,juz layan ble ad mood je.Tapi yg ppuan plak slalu bharap yg bf die akn brubah blik jd mcm yg dlu.

Come on girls,jgn tpengaruh dgn cte KOREA korg tu.itu cerita,yg hero tu pelakon,and they just ACT and PRETEND.Ni dunia realiti,xkn jd mcm dlm drama korea korg tu.Wake up please!!Wake up!!Buat keputusan guna otak,bukan ikot hati dude.

Couple bukan segale2 nye,nk develop hati yg btol2 tulus,ambil mase jgk,bkn dgn hanye pkenalan di facebook yg hanye beberape hari,cinta akan berputik daripada satu titik pertemuan,kemudian berubah menjadi kawan baik,kemudian kemungkinan timbul hati yg btol2 tulus,don’t rust things,life is too short for stupid things.

Titian Wahyu:Lend me your eyes

 

Assalamualaikum to all my frens.Harap anda semua berada di dalam keadaan yg sehat2 belake ye.Disbabkn hari ni aku ad mse free so bleh la aku update blog aku ni ye.baru la brisi skit.seperti yg korg twu,entry2 blog aq adalah untuk bkongsi ape2 saje yg boleh di kongsi.So kali ni aku nak berkongsi pgalaman aku di kelab Titian Wahyu UIA.Jgn salah phm k,kelab ni bkn kelab agama tp ni kelab komuniti service.

Cne aku leh msuk kelab ni ek?ahaha,aku un xtw tp ap yg aq tw aq juz nk cube bwt smtink yg xpernah aq bwat sblom ni.Nk msuk adventure club,tp aq dak parkour.martial arts club,taekwando pnh blaja da.So ak plih la titian wahyu club.Bunyi mcm tak best kan,tp sbnrnye sgt2 bez(cume sstgah prgram ad yg xbez,weee).Lepas je aku n due lg kwan aku tlis nme kat booth titian wahyu,bbrape hari lpz 2 dpt msj ntok join 4 program.So kmi kne plih slh satu jew.Ak prgram melawat hspital slayang,social development,ukhwah n satu lg ke sekolah.So kami plih prgram social development dan scare automatik kmi tmasuk dalam biro SD(Social Development).

Program yg ktorang g 2 juz ntok bkenalan dgn ahli2 biro SD ni.Mle ad program bkenal2an dan lpz 2 ad aktiviti explorace yg agk kreatif dan ada makna tersirat.Group aku ad 5 ahli n aku leader(leader yg xbwtpape ).First challenge ktorg kne teka ap yg faci ckp dlm bhse sengau,second challenge teka bhse isyarat,third challenge conduct org bjalan smbil ttop mate,challenge empat makan mknan yg da di corrupt(yuckkss!),yg terakhir bjalan smbil bola di kangkang(sgt2 klaka,ahaha).Ble da habis,faci pun trgkn ap mkne challenge2 trsebut,first challenge,mnyedarkn kite ap rse berinteraksi dgn individu kurang upaya pcakapan,second challenge,mnyedarkan kite btape sshnye mnjadi org bisu untuk berinteraksi.challenge 3,mrase cne mnjadi org buta,challenge 4 mrase mnjadi org ssh,yg trakhir,mrase mnjadi org kurg upaya kaki.

Seriously challenge2 tu mbuatkn aku sdar btape untungnye kita,sbagai mnusia yg smpurna.Alhamdulillah,ok2,taknak cte pnjg yg ni.Then program sterusnye diadakan dlm 2 mggu lpz 2.Prgram yg brname “Lend me your eyes”.Program melawat student2 cacat pglihatan di sekolah.Sblom pegi,rase agk gmentar sbb xpnh bwt sblom ni kan,tp ble da g mg sronok.Bdk2 nye yg sporting n happening gle2.Kat skolah ni,xsume bute,ad yg just partial imparement,means spara bute tp still leh npk.Tgas2 kmi sbgai ahli2 baru ni,adlah mnjadi faci kpada bdk2 ni.Ad 2 module dsediakn ntok bdk2 ni.First module di panggil botol beracun,stiap kmpulan bwat satu bulatan,passing btol tyme lagu dpasang,n stop ble lgu stop.Then org yg pgang btol 2 kne introduce dri die.

 

Gmba2 yg atz ni tyme aktiviti botol beracun la.Ni dari kamera aku.Putri!!!ak gne tw pic2 ni,thankss!! hehehe.So ble org da pgang btol 2 leh la tnye mcm2,ad gf ke,single ke,umo bpe n mcm2 la.Tp ble kte plak dpt btol 2,abz la kne serang tnye mcm2 blik,really2 fun.

Lpas aktiviti ni,sterusnye aktiviti Irama dan lagu.haa rlax2,ni bukan takat nyanyi je tw nggak.Mg kne nyanyi,tp alat muzik msty mggunakan alat2 recycle,jeng3,cne 2 ek?ha leh la gne btol ke,baldi ke,gtah ke,ikot la kreativiti masing2.Bkn tu je,stiap kmpulan msty bwat costume drpd surat khabar dan ap2 brg2 kitar semula.Fuhh,mncabar2.

Ha yg bwah ni la group ak tgah prepare derr:

So ble semua da siap tibalah mase untuk persembahan.Group aku mnyanyi lagu satu malaysia,baru patriotik skit.Sb group ak ni mg style lah.Ad 3 org kwan ni,cina india n melayu kawan baik.Yg melayu ni namenye aziz(pic yg ats ni,kiri gurl tdung hitam 2),ha 2 la aziz.Yg aziz ni die fully blind,so die selalu rely pade yg kwn india die,nme nye aku x igat,yg chinese namenye kevin.Ha die la yg plg rapat dgn aku.

Antara costume2 yg menarik:

Yg atz ni namenye kmpulan taliban,dorg mnang best costume,huhuhu.Ap yg aku dapat katekan lpz join program ni,aku brase syukur sgt2 sb sempurna pancaindera,dan kte msty selalu support golongan2 yg kurg upaya ni.Insyaallah ganjarannye lumayan(pahala ye,bkn gaji).huhu.Bawah ni ad lg pic2 yg smpat amik,enjoy:

Yg kiri ni la kevin,rapat dgn ak

 

Group aku

 

Rasenye ni je la gmbr2 yg leh ak ltak.Kalau ad pluang lg,mmg aku nk g.Wokeyhh,harap2 anda semua dpt sumtink dri post aq yg kali ni.Salam

 

“Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive.”
-Dalai Lama-

Status2 yang annoying di facebook

 

Salam pada semua.Yup btol3,agak lame da aku x update blog aku ni sb aku da masuk degree da skarang(Alhamdulillah).Tp malam ni trase nak update la plak.Tajuk nye adalah seperti yg tertera diatas.

Mesti pernah antara korang yg ble bace status2 kat fb trase cam annoyed,mnyampah,rase cam nk trajang status2 tu right?ye kali ni jom kite tgk status2 yg dibenci oleh kite semua.Aku kalau on9 facebook ad bbrape frens yg aq xknl,msty aku akan bkak facebook dorg juz untuk mghiburkan diri dgn mmbace status2 fb dorang.hehe,hiburan harian,leh wat gelak2(bwahahah).

1)status yang berakhir dengan “muahhhh sikit :* “ setiap kali post:

Aku rase cukup la 3 contoh je,klu nk ikot kan mmg bnyk yg tramat.What the fish man,stiap status nk tulis mmuahh skit tu perlu ke.x rase ke yg statement mmuahh sikit kat status ko tu mmbuatkn ko nampak murah?adehh.ok seterusnye..

2)Status yg bermula “UNTUNGLA….” :

Yg untung2 ni un xleh blah,xtw la npe aku annoyed  tp realitinye mmg aku annoyed.xleh ke cakap dgn ayat yg bese2 jew.cntohnye “baguz nye dpt ckp bahasa taman laga” atau “bertuahnye awak da ad awek kn2”.The fact is,pkataan untung2 ni da ramai sgt org ckp n tulis.ble pkataan ni dgabung dgn ayat sumpah mcm jd ayat mnyindir n super annoying.

Aku rase juz leh tnjuk due je,sbb yg len2 malaz nk cari bukti nk browse smule fb aku tu,huhu.ni pndapat aku je,pndapat korg cne plak?

Aku Bukan Seorang

 

Assalamualaikum…

Rase nye da lame aku x update blog aku ni sbb mlz n kdg2 ak lupe ak ada blog,ahaha,jgn mara yew.Walaupon blog ak ni xramai pminat tp ak still nk update sbb ak blogging sbgai hobi sampingan jew.Arini ak mau cte skit tntang smtink yg mengubah hidup aku.

Well,selama ak hidup ni,aku selalu sgt mmbenci.xksh la benci ap,asalkn benci.benci manusia,bnda2 n takdir.Mostly ak bnyk mmbenci manusia.Kira pndek kate aty aq krz.Bnyk sb ak benci manusia wlupun aq ni manusia.Aq benci klu owg gedik2,benci sbb ak pnah kne khianat nan smeone,bnci sbb aq kne pijak pale,bnci ini n bnci itu,sgale2 nyew benci.Aq slalu smpan prasaan ni.usually mg aq x tnjuk or luahkn kat sape2.juz seten2 owg je twu.

Tp aq sbnrnye bru sdar,dalam hdop aq,ad due org mnusia yg btol2 care kat aku slain drpd family aq.Well,yg first ni of coz la teman istimewa aq yg jge mrupakn sahabat karib aq sjak 6 tahun lpz.Die len drpd gurl2 yg len.Walaupun die ni cantik,tp die xkerek,x gedik.pndek kate bnde2 yg aq xske,xd dalam die.

Yg kedua ni adlah smeone yg dlu nye dgelar “psgn sahabat yg plg bahagia”.Ceria orgnyew n sgt jiwang sbb die mnulis novel cinta.huhu.

Due2 org ni la yg bnyk mengubah dri aq.Dri aq yg sellfish,yg xd pasaan,yg krz hati,yg pembenci n dan sbagainyew.Due2 ni slalu ad tyme aq btol2 ad mslh.Di kala hati aku dselebungi tmbunan tanah hitam.Mmendapkn sgala prasaan kasih syg dan mnindih hati ku dgn kbencian,merekalah bulldozer aq yg korek blik tanah 2 (jgn mara ye weii ).Tp honestly klu xd due2 org ni,aq akn jd lbih teruk.Aq mybe akn buat smtink yg xptot aq buat.Ble aq down,dowg slalu ad nek kn smgat aq.sb korg la smgt aq.Thxx korg.

Korg sentiasa dalam buku Hall Of Fame aq.

“My friends are my estate”-Emily Dickinson

I Adore you

 

Dear Mrs S..

How long we’ve known each other?Since 2005 we have been best friend and more than best friend.Its 6 years dear.I never thought our friendship will last this long and still linger till now.Our friendship begin 6 years ago,when my cousin give your number to me.I thought this friendship juz for a moment.When we got seperated by love with someone else,I thought I will loss you forever.And I never thought that you actually care about me.And for you to know,I do care about you.

Mrs S..

We loss contact for about three years I think.Because we have someone else that time.That time,you hate me bcuz I treat you bad.I hate you bcuz you seem to forgot me.But I was wrong.You are really kind my dear.

Mrs S..

Now,I’ve bcome a bad person.Only you know what im talking about.But you my dear,your determination to change me,attracts me a lot.And I determined to change.Thanks for being patience with my attitude.I think,Im a new person now.Thank again Mrs S.

Dear Mrs S..

I think I’ve fall in love with you.That time,when you said,”I love you bcuz of yourself” to me,I feel kinda touch and warm in my heart.You know,actually,I’ve fall in love to you long long time ago.Because I think,I know you better than anyone.So I begginng you,don’t leave me again..

Dear Mrs S..

Thanks for accepting me in your life,more importantly,in your heart….

 

Facebook Ohh Facebook

                    

Haihh,ntah la,sejak due menjak ni ak cam da malaz nk on9 facebook ni.Da dkat due tahun kowt ak ad fb ni.Ak mule knal fb sb abg aku knal kn.Tp mle aktif sjak stdy kat UIA.Budak bilik ak sume aktif men fb.So ak pown trikot n jadi ketagih.Setiap hari mesti aku akn on9 fb.Bkn skejap tp dlm 20 jam ak on9 and smtimes 24 jam.Ak bkn men2 ok tp ni la realiti nye.

Ble pk2 balik,ape je ak bwat kat fb 2.On9,cek notification,komen2,tgk pic.2 jew kowt.Tp xtw la npe leh addicted n obsess dgn fb ni.

Urhh..facebook..facebook..addicted..

Ble da lme2 bsame nan fb ni,bwu ak rse cm fb ni actually bg bnyk mslh kat pggune nye dri segi psychology.Even ad research pown ckp cm2.Tp ak xnk cte dri research 2,juz dri sudut yg ak npk.

Mse mle2 gne,mg rase best,syok sbb mmpunyai tmpat private untuk bwat ap je yg kte nk.Pas2 dpat chat dgn snang dgn kwan2,n system die sgt laju and user friendly.Mg x dinafikan sume 2.Tp lme2 ak sedar prubahan dri aku dri segi emosi ble da slalu gne fb.Ak jd cam slalu sgt mmbenci org.Sb status2 yg org tulis kdg2 x senang bg kte.

Psal pic plak.Kdg2 ad jgk org ltak pic yg bajet2 cute and ensem.So ble kte tgk kte ase cm mnympah.kte ckp “Eh mamat ni,bajet ensem plak.” , “Ppuan ni da la gmuk,nk wat mlot mncung plak,geli aku”.Then terbentuk la sikap membenci antare satu sme lain dsbbkn bnde2 yg remeh cni.X kurg jgk kpel2 yg letak gmbar dowg kat fb yg rmantik2.Maybe bg stgh org ok jew.Tp mne kte twu haty org len.Maybe ad yg jelez,ad yg meluat,and klu la ex2 dowg yg tgk,lg la chaos.Jelez,sakit aty,gguan emosi,dendam.Bg impak yg sgt bsar dlm hdop ssorg.

Ok.Bebalik pd status plak.Status la yg bg effect yg plg bnyk skali kat org len.Status org len slalu bwatkn org yg len jd rsau and pk kn mcm2 dpend pd status bkenaan.And status jgk la yg slalu bwatkn org len rase down and tak bsemangat.Contoh?Bnyk.Ni slh satu cnthnye.Ble result klua,mke ad la makhluk Allah yg tulis kat status--->”Yes!!!!aku dpat straight A!!!!”.So hamba Allah yg len,yg result nye xbpew bguz pown tbace status 2,and semestinye die akn rase down n tak bsemangat.Die akn rase dri die x brgune and xnk teruskn hdup.So die akn mudah give up and susah nak brusaha.

Satu lg contoh,ble org bwat status yg nk show off knonnyew die 2 kaye.Such as “Yayy ak dapat I-phone!!”, “Nak bli sport car ke ducati” , “Sy ske secret recipe” , “Baru balik dari paris”.Urghhh,perlu ke tulis kat status?So sifat riak mle la mmbuak2 dlm aty 2.Jd hitam.Tp yg ni xd la nk kesah sgt sb nk share kan.Kire dimaafkn la.huhu.Begantung pd niat.

N yg pling x digemari ramai adlah tyme couple tgah komen2.Nk show off jew.Tp mostly kwan2 ak xcm2 tp ad sowg ni da nek mluat da aku tgk.Da la laki2,yg gf die x over pown.Die yg dok “Syg,I misz u”, “lurv u honey”, “syg on ke?”.Gf die x blz pown komen2 diew.Ksian.haha.

Org len da dok ngadu da kat aku yg mnympah tgk bnde2 cm2.Ak pown xtw nk ckp cne.Juz bia jew la.So,ni la serba sdikit tentang ap yg ak dapat scare general nyew. ^_^