I Adore you

 

Dear Mrs S..

How long we’ve known each other?Since 2005 we have been best friend and more than best friend.Its 6 years dear.I never thought our friendship will last this long and still linger till now.Our friendship begin 6 years ago,when my cousin give your number to me.I thought this friendship juz for a moment.When we got seperated by love with someone else,I thought I will loss you forever.And I never thought that you actually care about me.And for you to know,I do care about you.

Mrs S..

We loss contact for about three years I think.Because we have someone else that time.That time,you hate me bcuz I treat you bad.I hate you bcuz you seem to forgot me.But I was wrong.You are really kind my dear.

Mrs S..

Now,I’ve bcome a bad person.Only you know what im talking about.But you my dear,your determination to change me,attracts me a lot.And I determined to change.Thanks for being patience with my attitude.I think,Im a new person now.Thank again Mrs S.

Dear Mrs S..

I think I’ve fall in love with you.That time,when you said,”I love you bcuz of yourself” to me,I feel kinda touch and warm in my heart.You know,actually,I’ve fall in love to you long long time ago.Because I think,I know you better than anyone.So I begginng you,don’t leave me again..

Dear Mrs S..

Thanks for accepting me in your life,more importantly,in your heart….

 

Facebook Ohh Facebook

                    

Haihh,ntah la,sejak due menjak ni ak cam da malaz nk on9 facebook ni.Da dkat due tahun kowt ak ad fb ni.Ak mule knal fb sb abg aku knal kn.Tp mle aktif sjak stdy kat UIA.Budak bilik ak sume aktif men fb.So ak pown trikot n jadi ketagih.Setiap hari mesti aku akn on9 fb.Bkn skejap tp dlm 20 jam ak on9 and smtimes 24 jam.Ak bkn men2 ok tp ni la realiti nye.

Ble pk2 balik,ape je ak bwat kat fb 2.On9,cek notification,komen2,tgk pic.2 jew kowt.Tp xtw la npe leh addicted n obsess dgn fb ni.

Urhh..facebook..facebook..addicted..

Ble da lme2 bsame nan fb ni,bwu ak rse cm fb ni actually bg bnyk mslh kat pggune nye dri segi psychology.Even ad research pown ckp cm2.Tp ak xnk cte dri research 2,juz dri sudut yg ak npk.

Mse mle2 gne,mg rase best,syok sbb mmpunyai tmpat private untuk bwat ap je yg kte nk.Pas2 dpat chat dgn snang dgn kwan2,n system die sgt laju and user friendly.Mg x dinafikan sume 2.Tp lme2 ak sedar prubahan dri aku dri segi emosi ble da slalu gne fb.Ak jd cam slalu sgt mmbenci org.Sb status2 yg org tulis kdg2 x senang bg kte.

Psal pic plak.Kdg2 ad jgk org ltak pic yg bajet2 cute and ensem.So ble kte tgk kte ase cm mnympah.kte ckp “Eh mamat ni,bajet ensem plak.” , “Ppuan ni da la gmuk,nk wat mlot mncung plak,geli aku”.Then terbentuk la sikap membenci antare satu sme lain dsbbkn bnde2 yg remeh cni.X kurg jgk kpel2 yg letak gmbar dowg kat fb yg rmantik2.Maybe bg stgh org ok jew.Tp mne kte twu haty org len.Maybe ad yg jelez,ad yg meluat,and klu la ex2 dowg yg tgk,lg la chaos.Jelez,sakit aty,gguan emosi,dendam.Bg impak yg sgt bsar dlm hdop ssorg.

Ok.Bebalik pd status plak.Status la yg bg effect yg plg bnyk skali kat org len.Status org len slalu bwatkn org yg len jd rsau and pk kn mcm2 dpend pd status bkenaan.And status jgk la yg slalu bwatkn org len rase down and tak bsemangat.Contoh?Bnyk.Ni slh satu cnthnye.Ble result klua,mke ad la makhluk Allah yg tulis kat status--->”Yes!!!!aku dpat straight A!!!!”.So hamba Allah yg len,yg result nye xbpew bguz pown tbace status 2,and semestinye die akn rase down n tak bsemangat.Die akn rase dri die x brgune and xnk teruskn hdup.So die akn mudah give up and susah nak brusaha.

Satu lg contoh,ble org bwat status yg nk show off knonnyew die 2 kaye.Such as “Yayy ak dapat I-phone!!”, “Nak bli sport car ke ducati” , “Sy ske secret recipe” , “Baru balik dari paris”.Urghhh,perlu ke tulis kat status?So sifat riak mle la mmbuak2 dlm aty 2.Jd hitam.Tp yg ni xd la nk kesah sgt sb nk share kan.Kire dimaafkn la.huhu.Begantung pd niat.

N yg pling x digemari ramai adlah tyme couple tgah komen2.Nk show off jew.Tp mostly kwan2 ak xcm2 tp ad sowg ni da nek mluat da aku tgk.Da la laki2,yg gf die x over pown.Die yg dok “Syg,I misz u”, “lurv u honey”, “syg on ke?”.Gf die x blz pown komen2 diew.Ksian.haha.

Org len da dok ngadu da kat aku yg mnympah tgk bnde2 cm2.Ak pown xtw nk ckp cne.Juz bia jew la.So,ni la serba sdikit tentang ap yg ak dapat scare general nyew. ^_^

No Fame Is Lame?

 

Famous,Popularity,Admired,Idol….These four values,are always desired from most of us.But do we really need all these things?I think of coz not.

Sebenarnye kite ni terikot2 kan selebriti yg ad kat dalam dunia ni.Kita selalu tnampak dorg dalam tv,dgr dalam radio n bce dlm paper.So scare tak lgsung kte observe cara hidup dorg.Kite msti la slalu tgk selebriti2 luar negara.Care hdup dorg semestinye lah mewah2 n sgt terkenal di serata dunia.Kita yg memerhatikn ni,secara tak langsung dah alami sesuatu yg boleh dipanggil hypnosis.And kte pown trikot2 nk jd mewah n popular cm dowg.Lambat laun,dri sbenar kte hilang.N kte smakin mnjadi mereka.

Are you really shiny with blings that you wear?Your true shine is within you,not outside.

Ap yg ak nk smpaikn ni actually,tak salah nak jd mewah or kaye.Tp,bia dgn care trsndri n bkn sbb nk tiru selebriti2 yg niat dorg hanye nak showoff and puas ble da jd terkenal.Cube fikir,ble da terkenal,whats next?Nothing.

Ok,skrg jum kte tgk event sebegini yg terdapat kat dalam Malaysia.Contoh yg senang adlah dkt SEKOLAH.Skrg,mostly bdak2 sekolah yg dtg kat skolah,bkn ntok blaja tp niat yg len n depend pde jantina secare general.

Perempuan:

Ak tulis sume ni bdasarkn pemerhatian and interview bbrape org.Bkn men hentam jew.Dtg sekolah,make up tebal2 n pkai wangian kuat2,n duk dlm skola fikir strategy mcm mne nk bg org ske die n cne nk popular kat dlm skolah.Homework tak buat,dalam kelas tak fokus and exam pown hancur.Tp lgsung tak peduli.Padahal parents bg duit n byar yuran ntok belajar,bkn jd selebrity pasar dkat sekolah.And ble ad boy yg howt2,mle kn la langkah nk pikat,coz dlm aty fkir “Eh,klu ak dpt mamat ni,famous ak sbb ak dpat tackle diew.”So ble bjaye,mle la bgge meninggi and hepi.Ble ad pesaing,mula la rase tercabar,and cari gaduh.Kononnya pertahankn hak dan maruah.Hak ape?Maruah pew?Ble korg gado,korg da calarkn maruah sendiri,tp korg bkn kisah pown.

         

Sesetengah sekolah kat Malaysia ni,ad pasukan cheerleaders and pasukan ragbi.Kat dalam movie2 oversea,da biasa la kan,quarterback couple dgn ktua psukan cheerleaders.N tadaaa,kat skolah2 dalam Malaysia ni pown,bdak2 tiru cm2.Quarterback kpel dgn captain cheerleaders.MANE IDENTITY KTE??Life is about creating yourself,not copying others ok.

Lelaki:

Ni lg satu hal.Datang skola pown bkn ntok blaja.Juz nk cari gado dgn guy len,and tgk sape yg kuat n yg pgang skul 2.Niat nye ntok mndapat popularity and supaye org len hormat (hormat kew??Ptuih!).

Dlm kes yg len,stgah org len sbuk stdy ntok exam,sstgah laki lbih prefer mengemis mtk kapel n cari gf supaye rase sng haty n supaye die rase die 2 famous n terbaik dkalangan org len.Bg die,xd gf means loser.Is it??Stupid right.Pdhal tak fkir stdy tgah corrupt and mse dpan un xtw cne lg.Don’t choose to be a loser.

Kalau si laki2 stdy un xkmane,tambahan lg pemalaz,tak komited and juz twu nk enjoy jew,nt da kwin jd cani:

So come on la guys,stop kejar fame,popularity and sewaktu dgnnye.Lets create ourselves,create our own identity and not showing off.Stop being so arrogant and proud of yourselves.Keep it minimum.

That’s all~~

~Hate You Both~

                                   

            

Yup,dats it.Refering to this tittle,u know that in my life I hate both these person.N of coz I will not mention their name bcoz it makes me SICK!!!

*Sigh*~~

Actually,they used to be my bestfriends.But now,the bond is broken,and im really dissapointed to them.I love them so much,but I didn’t think their attitude are like this ****!You see,I hate them for some reasons,I will never do something without reason.They are both used to be a couple during highschool.N now I realise,they are suit together bcuz they are both really2 make me sick.

The first person(The Girl):

Should I story her background?Of coz not.I will still take care your dignity buddy.This blog is directly for YOU .You know,I thought you will be my frenz forever.You are always with me,always call my phone at night,texting me and watever.Thankx for that.You know how I care you so DAMN MUCH as frenz.And I willingly to do anything for you my fren.So one day,something came across my mind,Im really pity of you bcuz you don’t have boyfriend and I don’t want you to be lonely.So I introduce you to my roommate whose name is ******,and we called him ****.I hate him too really.So im glad dat u have someone to talk besides me.But when you declared with him as couple,u didn’t tell me,u juz keep your fucking mouth shut!And one day when I text you,to ask you whether you are good or not,hows life and so on,remember what did you reply?Oh you don’t?You give me this—>(“Razak,jgn contact sy lg da”).And I was like,puzzle a moment.I was very dissapointed and angry to you.When I ask you why?You say (“Ala razak,sy takot la nt bf sy tawu,nt die jelez,die x bg contact razak lg.”).Is this wat friend do??!!Well thanks for this gift “FREN”!

The Second Person(The Boy):

We are juz like brothers you know,we used to be.When people hate you,I juz ignore them bcuz I know you well.But I did’nt expect you will betray me.Im your fren!!Why you do this!!The story begins when you are trying to flirt with MY OWN GIRLFRIEND!!I believe you still contact her till now.And you say bad things about me to her.You say that Im not honest with her at my campus.A lot of things you say to everyone.Why!!?Are you so desperate to have a girlfriend and to fill your lust gauge?You always not satisfy with me.Did I do something bad to you?!Well thanks for this gift “FREN”!

THE LAST WAR…..

 

20-Feb-2010: Sunday~~

Fuhh,so tak sangka aku akan menghabiskan juge asasi UIA pj.Hrap2 xdela kne repeat ape2 paper.Ya Allah,moga2 ak lulus dalam peperiksaan aku,Amiin~.Ble abz je asasi ni,ak akn menghadapi cuti yg sgt panjang=6 BULAN.So,kne la plan smtink ntok fit kn mse 6 bulan 2 dengan sumtink yg bfaedah n mmbawa keuntungan kat aku,so ak plan nk keje n dpt duit ntok prepare kat degree UIA Gombak nanti.N pd jangke mse 2 jgk ak akn cbe buat mcm2 bnde yg aku nk bwat: Blaja msak,practice parkour,practice gitar,bli keyboard myb,huhu.Yup,dats it ^_^

   ~THE END OF 2010~

2010..How should I describe this year?Tahun yang mencabar.Hanya aku jew yg tawu kenape,n bia la mnjadi rhsia.Well,we need to let go our pass to have a future dude.Aku berazam 2011 ni aku akan menjadi lebih matang n lebih success dari sebelum2 nyeww.

Tapi entahlah,2010 ni cm xd bnde sgt yg trjadi,sume nyew cam bese,berulang2,nothing special.

           

Juz ad bbrape yg special yg skali lg,RAHSIA.Well,dalam hdup mmg biasa ad gagal n ade berjaya.AK rse,tu la kot tema 2010 aku.Honestly,ak juz a plain loser in everything since dlu lg.Bab belajar,parkour,guitar.Sume!But,commitment amat la pnting ntok mgubah atau ntuk mndapatkn sumtink yg kte nk.Lets say kte nk pndai n top dlm class,kte berangan pade mlenyew,x kisah nak berangan.Tp make sure ad 3 bnde ni,usaha,komitmen,istiqamah.Jgn berangan jew,tp xd usaha.pas2 ble xdpat,nk mengamuk tetak2 org,huhu.So tu la serba sedikit psal kehidupan.Ad yg kate life is about making choice,ad yg kate,life is about taking risk,ad yg kate,life is about finding yourself.Tp bg aku,life is EVERYTHING and all is true.So,kte btol2 di ambang 2011,make your life yours!

 

 

MY LIFE GOALS

• Have 6 packs
• Can do more than 10 types of flips
• Do flips combo-6 Chains
• 8 punches in 2 seconds(one hand)
• Perform freerun show in front of public
• Do charity for needy
• Have engineering degree
• Take picture with dad at engineering graduating ceremony for degree
• Have Phd
• Learn to play guitar
• Learn to play keyboard
• Play “Requiem for a dream” using keyboard
• Have a good job with high salary above RM8000
• Treat my family at any good restaurant
• Hack any electronic device
• Learn to cook at least 4 dishes
• Make a song
• Invent something useful
• Learn archery
• Freerun with 3runMY
• Die while saving someone that hates,annoyed and ignore me

-Well,some people will think that these are stupid but if we have commitment and determination,we can achieve anything.These are all the things that I really wanna do before I die to improve myself.